O_O

my credit limit with my VS card was raised again. tempted to buy hella stuff.

must. fight. the. urge.

i hate when people pry in my personal life. including family. and my sister has a problem with me not talking to my family about my dating life.

yeah, i learned my lesson with that.

doing research on dreadlocks. i’m seriously considering locking my hair within the next year, rather than waiting three years from now to do so.

this innocent flirting that ol’ boy and i have been doing is somewhat interesting. doubt that it will go past flirting, but a girl sure could dream.

i’m literally sick of everything right now. i’d go more in depth, but i’m choosing not to.

the fact that someone called me denise huxtable during happy hour gave me life.

also, i have no idea as to when i friended so-and-so and he accepted my request on facebook. when in the hell did i send that? cause i hella don’t remember.

work is work. i got pissed the hell off this past sunday though because this triflin’ chick asked me the day before to cover her shift cause she wanted to go up to the snow with her bf and all this bs. i agreed, because that’s extra hours for me. i drive to work, have my manager clock me in, and about 30-40 minutes later, guess who shows up? ol’ girl. saying her plans fell through, she called to see if she could come in and came to work. O_O mind you, this heffa COULD have called me to let me know that she was going to be at work, but she didn’t cause she didn’t want to be an inconvenience. O_O WHAT? on top of that, they sent me home an hour before the shift was supposed to end and they ended up keeping her ass until the store closed. that STILL don’t make no damn sense AT. ALL. not only could i have enjoyed my day off from work, but i could have gone to church as well. the fact that she didn’t own up to her mistake, pisses me off even more. that’s why i haven’t talked to her since my little chat with her a day after the incident. i don’t play. when you get on my bad side, you stay on my bad side.

hair - i’ve had my twists in for 3 weeks now and i need to take them down. i plan on deep conditioning my locks tomorrow and then retwisting my hair. hopefully i’ll be able to do it in two days this time.

ummm… i think that’s it. i’m tired.

adios and goodnight!

i haven’t washed my car since october 2011. the day i finally decide to wash the damn thing, it rains. O_O

mind you, it was sunny earlier on today and i had no clue that it was going to rain as the day progressed.

my aunt and uncle in sacramento screen their calls. my cousin answered the phone and says,  “you sound hella white!” O_O

how does someone sound white?

a nigga finally got smart is starting to use my connections.

i pray this pays off cause i need to get the hell out of victoria’s secret FAST!

so i’m working on my off day tomorrow :(

6am to be more precise :(

i might need to stop by starbucks and order me a cup of joe to help keep me up.

then again, i made the choice to stay out after i got off of work so i will definitely be blaming myself in the morning for this decision.

d’ah well! it was worth it.

when in the hell did i get a raise and why am i NOW just noticing it?

lol

my eyes hurt and i now have a headache from editing that video. O_O

unfortunately, it’s still not done. :-|

i’ll finish it tomorrow or on tuesday.

i shouldn’t have stayed out close to 2am last night, cause i am DEAD tired right now. :(

bruh, out of all the advice that i’ve gotten this has got to be the BEST GOT DAMN ADVICE that i’ve heard and will definitely take it into consideration.

making hasty decisions can bite you in the ass and i am now realizing this. O_O

i do not know why i ALWAYS do this to myself. i always act on something AND THEN i think about the choice that i’ve made after the fact.. thank you impulses. that is definitely a trait that i wish i didn’t have.

even if i put everything out on the table, i doubt i would be given another chance. i highly doubt it. then again, there is a slight possibility that i may be given said shot. but who knows? i’m a pessimist and i always think the worst in everything.

*sigh*

time to do so much needed retail therapy and get frozen yogurt with my sister in davis.