This funk that I’m in is not cool. My emotions are still all over the place. I’m tired of worrying about whether I’ll get a call back from these places for a job interview. I’m tired of crying. Crying over this. Crying over the fact that its been close to 2 years since I’ve been looking for a career job. Crying for us. Crying over him.

I literally hate everything at this point. I should be positive and look at the bright side of things, but I just can’t. I can’t see past what’s in front of me. I’m frustrated with my job. I’m better than Victoria’s Secret, but my managers make me feel like garbage. They make it seem as if I won’t get anything better than my part-time job. Despite the fact that I have my bachelors degree.

I know these depressing ass blogs of mine need to stop, but I have no other way to vent. :’(

I don’t know. I should try and sleep now. Since I have work in the morning. *heavy sigh*